Ok so the date...

Well I was shaking before he arrived (15 minutes late due to a dim-witted taxi driver). He wasn't as cute as in the photos I'd seen but still not bad. 5'11, stocky, brown hair. Looked younger than his age - 22. See that was one stumbling block. He's younger than me. I've never dated younger. I didnt think women did until they reached atleast 40.

We didn't have much to say to each other and that when the night job came in handy. You learn to talk complete shit to strangers and I just fell into that. We moved on to another bar and started kissing. He wasn't bad. Not fantastic but not bad. But horror, I remembered why I dont date lads younger than me - he got a hard on. I had enough alcohol inside me to find it funny but looking back I feel quite sorry for the lad. He must have known that I knew.

Anyway we were meant to meet his friends later on to go to a club but they started pulling out so I suggested we go back to mine. I wasn't going to let the night be a complete waste afterall. All I can say was that it was like sleeping with a virgin. he kinda knew what to do but he needed showing a bit too. But he did get a little rough which is nice. Always good to have a man act like a man for a change.

So anyway I only dropped the boy off a couple hours ago. We stayed in bed watching tv and kissing. It was nice but it made me feel 16 again. and even at 23 I can say that I don't want to go there again!! Told Lauren* and she put it in the best way possible way 'he was entertainment for the night'. And it's true. But is that really all dates and sex are about? A bit of entertainment? To be fair if I want sex I have guys that can do that for me. In fact my married man text today might have to text him back.

Right re-cap: Married man is a friend of my mate's boyfriend who came out for her birthday. We ended up together that night. Only thing was he hadn't told me he was married. Not sure if it would have stopped me at the time. Probably. Maybe. Will it stop me again? i doubt it. I get paid to sleep with married men that are crap in bed. This one is good in bed. I might aswell take advantage. Ok it's bad of me I know that and Id hate to be in his wife's shoes but if she doesn't find out will it hurt her?