He called!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm so fucking happy you would not believe. Oh and he's not married. Never has been. just unfortunately has a kid from a previous partner a mental IT job and is currently in the middle of having to sell his house because his ex wants her equity. But he called!!!!!!!
We were on the phone to each other for an hour. Mainly talking about how much we love each other and I'm going to see him tomorrow night. God I can't wait. My heart misses a beat everytime his face comes into my mind. I swer Im gonna be dead soon cuz my heart is just gonna stop or explode or something.
He said that we are going to be together once he gets the new house sorted. Might even be going with him on sat to help him look and then stay round and go for breakfast on Sunday. This was always one of our favourite things. Theres a cute little cafe in West Park (a suburb of Leeds) which does the nicest breakfasts and you can just sit their and read the paper. Every so often I used to look up at him engrossed in some article. Just gorgeous. I know he used to do the same to me.
Sat here in just his sweater now. He hasn't worn it in weeks and yet I can still smell him on it. I'm sooooo happy. And yeah ok maybe its not achieveable long term but I dont fucking care. This man is......... the one xx
On other news I now have £1000 of my £1500 target for Oz woo hoo!!!!! xxx
2008-02-25 @ 22:53