Well the 'networking' thing was a complete waste of time. As stated yesterday just a chance for a free drink - oh and a massage if I'd stuck around longer. Surely in these situations you need an introducer otherwise like me and my colleague you get stuck just talking to one another and not networking with anyone. I think I'll go back to organising them than taking part. Far more interesting.

I told married man that I thought it best he didn't come round. You may think that this was a moment of me being an adult. In fact it was Lauren bringing me to my senses and making me realised that fucking married men when you're not getting paid for it can only lead to one thing - emotional hardship.

I am generally quite good a seperating emotion and sex. How else have I managed to be an escort for 5 months. However there is a big difference and thats the money. Sex is a service I provide and nothing more. I've had fuck buddies and on the whole they are fairly fun. However to be a good fuck buddy there need to be something about them which means I wouldn't date them. Good example is Beany boy (so named because the first time I met him he had a beany hat on which he looked very cute in). He's a photographer but not any old a photographer. He does photos for mens mags / daily sport that kind of thing oh and films a bit of porn. Whilst this doesn't bug me from a friend or fb point of view I could never go out with someone with that kinda of job. Don't get me wrong I'm not bad looking (yes that photo really is me) but I've seen the women who photographs and I would just be too jealous. However I now hear he has a girlfriend. Well good luck to her, he really is a great lad and whilst I may miss the occasional shag , I am definately not envious.

I red Single man's most recent blog and have to admit that I was impressed he even got to four. Generally I find that 2 (or in some cases 1) is more than enough, unless of course the man has any brain cells in which he can use for conversation. A man that can keep me entertained for four dates deserves a bloody medal as I have the attention span of a... well....a man.

xxxx