I really enjoy working for my day job. I don't get paid nearly as much as I'd like (hence the night one) but I do really enjoy it. I have a very good social life and the company are pretty good to us. In fact the last Friday of every month we have 'boardroom drinks'. This is just the company providing wine and beer so that everyone can get together and have a chat. Only problem for me is that I usually haven't eaten since 1pm and I don't like beer so always end up on wine. Not the best thing to drink on an emptiyish stomach. Neither is it a good idea to follow those 4-5 (large) glasses of wine with several vodkas.

Got home about 11pm went to see my next door neighbour who's mates were round (he had invited me) and ok I admit it's a very silly thing but I do accaisionally dabble in recreational drungs. I'm talking once a month here so by no means am I an addict or anything remotely near. Well Friday night there was a lot of coke around and I ended up taking... well.... alot. Didn't get to bed till about 5am, forgot to lock the back door so had one of the lads streaking through the house (very funny) and then woke up to find my living room had been 'feng shui'd' by them - all they'd done is swap one of the sofas and the tv round but it didn't half freak me out.

Needless to say I spent all of saturday dying on the couch with Lauren giggling at me. I allowed this only because the pain I was in was completely self-inflicted and deserves no sympathy.

There is one thing I have learnt tho. It's not to say no to alcohol or drugs, it's just to remember that once a month (i.e the last saturday of every month), I am going to have one hell of a hangover so just don't plan anything and turn off my phone as my mum has a nasty habit of calling me!

On other news, was texting married man and we both decided that it really wasn't a good idea to meet, and I've been texting Beany boy (remember the photographer with the girlfriend who was apparently going to be good?) well there was some filthy messages being passed back and forth all weekend. Thing is he really wants to film me being fucked by some (about 5!) of his mates. Granted I have done the whole 3some thing and I have to admit that I am curious about what it would be like to sleep with 5 men at once. However doing and saying are 2 completely different things. Unless of course I have a couple of glasses of wine inside me and then I'm open to whole range of suggestions. So watch this space......

xxxx