I'm not coping very well at the moment. Don't get me wrong I am looking after myself - I'm washing, eating, turning up for work. However, I'm turning up for work at 7.30am and not leaving till afetr 6pm (it was 6.40pm before I actually left the office last night.
All I can say is that it's a good job I don't have a boyfriend. Given my current situation I wouldn't have been able to see him this week anyway. With cowbag leaving she's passed everything over to.... the old exec who is now a BD manager who is going to pass it all back to..... me. So why didn't cowbag just do that originally?
I'm not saying that I would have been able to get started on much of it but atleast I would have known what needs doing. Instead I'm still in the dark and know that once I've had a meeting with the old exec, the shit is going to hit the fan and I'm probably going to have a meltdown.
As it is I just want to curl up in bed and stay there. I have even had to cancel my holiday time tomorrow.
Not impressed!!! xx
2008-05-22 @ 07:35