So AB came round. Not quite as toned as I remember him but still fir. The sweetheart had a very nice bottle of wine and two big bars of chocolate - seriously could not have made a better entrance. Hadn't seen him in months so the first half hour or so was a little awkward. Both of us not quite sure whether to kiss, hold hands or what really, but then he lifted my head up and kissed me and everything fell back to how it was all those months ago.
Now before I get too sentimental I'm going to point out here and now that I have absolutely no intention of pursuing AB as an actual bifriend. The guy broke my heart once, he isn't going to be doing it again. And plus I don't want a proper proper boyfriend. And I'm going out with Mr Flash on Saturday to celebrate my birthday. I think I mentionned that I'd been in touch with him by text previously and that he hadn't replied. Well turns out he (allegedly) had to get a new sim card and so didn't receive my text. Hmmm. Not sure I belive it but nevermind. I just want one night with him and to forget all the bad stuff.
I just hope I feel better. I know I will. it's that time of the month and I always feel like I'm going to die on the first day. Either tyhat or I really am coming down with something. I'm feeling very flu - y
xxx
2008-05-28 @ 14:04