So much for this love affair to come to an end!!!
Mr Flash called again last night and again we were on the phone for around an hour. He seems to have taken to this new found backbone that I've got. He is aware that it's friends or nothing. Maybe because he can't have me sexually he's pining????
Anyways I digress. Yesterday turned out to be pretty good until 5pm when I realise a table plan I'd sent out to the partners was just as crap as I thought it was (I didn't do it before you ask) and I sat until 9pm trying to re-do. No joy so I went home to crash.
However earlier on in the day I'd been chatting to Ste. Ste works for our promotional good company. We've never met bt due to one thing or another we've been emailing and phoning each other rather alot lately and I've managed now to get him over to Leeds to take me for lunch. Before you ask he has a girlfriend and as I've never seen him before I'm not interested. But I didn't feel quite flattered and I am a bit excited..which.... made Mr Flash extremely jealous. Call me cruel but it felt rather good to know that he was jealous.
Urgh i know this isn't exactly what you would call getting over him but I've decided against the whole tour de whore thing as Ive done it already and going down the celibacy route. Now that is going to be fucking hard!! Only innncent handholding and kissing for me in the foreseeable future.
Foreseeable can mean just a couple of days right? he he
xxxxxx
2008-06-10 @ 12:27