The work BBq on Thursday was pretty good. Lots of silly games, a free bar and a silly disco. I ended up meeting Frankie later on and going to Space. There had been a police raid literally seconds before so there were no goodies on offer so I went home early.
Last night Char came and met me after work and we went to Lazy Lounge for Middy's leaving do. Was quite amusing as we wwere able to have a little joke about our fling with no-one realising. Ended up leaving quite early because a) was pretty drunk and b) am meant to be going out tonight. It's currently pouring down with rain though so might just stay in with a couple of bottles of wine.
Guess what else happenned at the summer BBQ?????? Mr Flash called me! We were on the phone for about 45 mins and although I wasn't drunk, I had had enough to loosen my tongue and I told him a few home truths. i told him that I loved him, that I didn't want anyone else, that I didn't want him going with anyone else. He said he felt the same..but (youknew it was coming) there is a whole big thing going on with his ex which he needs to get out of the way. I briefly chatted with mymate Iz after and her view was that he was trying to protect me. To stop me from getting caught up in something that I don't need to worry about. THing is I do worry ahbout him and I want nothing more than to be with him. Properly. Permanently. God I sound like a stalker. I'm not, I've just never felt like this before. CLiche I know lol xxxxx
2008-07-05 @ 12:09