Mr F called this morning. Said that I shouldn't worry too much about meeting him, that he realised he was just pulling me about and that he shouldn't and that he just wanted to talk about being friends. How many times does this guy change hismind. Anyway, was meant to be meeting him tomorrow night but have decided to bring it forward - a way of ripping of the bandage so to speak. I need to get this 'chat' over and done with and tonight is as good as any.
At the moment I'm not really sure what the outcome is going to be. Mr F and I have always joked that we will never really ever be apart again whether thats as friends or lovers and despite the fact that in reality i know I should break all contact, let's face it. It's just not going to happen.
Anyways, i finish at 5.30pm and thenoff to meet him at Bar Ha ha. Probably a good place to meet as it's not somewhere any of my friends go and therefore I won't have to explain anything to anyone.
I'm scared - more because i can see me leaving with tears streaming down my face - better buy some tissues on the way there!!!
xoxoxox
Old-Nick
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Ah right. One of those "chats"
Oh shit.
Good luck.
x